Inside me lives a monster
from time to time it raises
it’s ugly head
I’m not proud of this monster
in fact I am very much ashamed
I feel like I have no control over it
it comes out regardless if I want it to or not
It seeks to destroy all that I love
all that I hold dear
My monster is green
it lives in the darkest part of me
it surfaces when I am weak
It takes over my soul
so much so I am no longer recognized
by those who love me
Creating doubt and paranoia
turns me into someone I don’t want to be
I have lived with this monster for so long
and I am so very tired of it
But try as I might I cannot make it leave
I do not envy those it seeks to devour
all I can do is apologize and hope for forgiveness
So here it lives in the darkest part of me
lying in wait to rear it’s ugly head
© Tina Louise
Excerpt from the book Naughty Nuts & Bolts
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