If My Body Was A Poem
if my body was a poem it would be, short
would laugh too loud, hold the microphone too close
if my body was a poem,
the audience would not be still
would writhe and jive and shake and break,
would shudder
if my body was a poem
it would be, experimental
not quite sure where each stanza ends
because ends are too definite
and my body only knows flow,
does not stop start
no, my body is an express train
and so it would express
and be expressive all the same
but would never get to a point
if my body was a poem
it would not have any points
some bones protrude but smooth skin
smooth’s over any sharp spears
if my body was a poem,
it would be painted by privilege
shaped by social class
imbued with 50 shades of sexism
if my body was a poem,
it would not growl at the audience
or hold any weapons
it has already seen too many wars
if my body was a poem,
there would be moments of silence
days where the duvet is its only companion
if my body was a poem,
it would lie less
words more honest than gendered growths that mark my chest
and this waist is wasted under big shirts
that hide the best parts
if my body was a poem
I could cut out all the parts I don’t like
edit away the awkward, the clumsy, the bits that bang door frames
if my body was a poem
I’d probably be more proud of it
I use to put this body on a stage every night,
but I never shared more than what it looked like
how the frame sings in cracks and creaks
speaks louder than parties on saturday night streets
it is the treehouse of my childhood
the used car of my adolescence
the rocking chair of my old age
it is both a vessel and an essence
and so, maybe my body is already a poem
it shares stories with my mouth sealed
introduces itself before I get the chance
my body is the first line of dialogue
and it is dying to meet you,
my body knows twirl, knows torture, knows twerk
it is equally my best and my worst work
my physicality is free verse, that refuses to behave
in the end, it is the poem I’ll still be writing from my grave
© Maddie Godfrey
Bio:
Maddie Godfrey is an Australian-bred poet currently living in London. She is enthusiastic about glitter, the colour purple and veggie burritos. Maddie is the current Western Australian poetry slam champion, and has also won slams in London, Cambridge and Oxford. Over the last year she has performed at the Sydney Opera House, co-written a stage show, and participated in the Women of the World Poetry Slam and festival in Brooklyn, New York. Off stage, Maddie’s work has been published on feminist websites, on a University poster, in anthologies and as part of a YouTube series. More of her writing can be found at www.facebook.com/maddiegodfreypoet
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