I can feel it
Crawling in my head
Like a spider in a can
Weaving a web
A trap
Capturing the light
I once had
I can sense it
In my veins
Like Vernon
Slowly driving me insane
Regret
Shame
Self-blame
My thoughts are no longer
The same
It sneaks in my dreams
Silently screams
My thoughts turned
Into delusions
Emotions become illusions
I can feel it
Slithering inside
My sanity has no place
Left to hide
It gnaws
Scratches and bites
Day and night
I’m afraid to speak
For in my words it creeps
Tortures me as I sleep
It won’t stop until
I bleed
Cut deep meaning to
Set it free
I can feel it
Inside of me
My soul cries
It pleads
I can feel it
See it….
© Markus Fleischmann
Excerpt form the book “I Have A Name”
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Preface . . .
We live in a society whereby there is an astounding increase in what is known as ‘the invisible disorders.’ We may be living with one or more of them ourselves, or perhaps it could be our parent, our child, our grandchild or the person working at the desk beside us. These hidden, or not so hidden disorders are a part of our modern-day life, symptoms of hereditary, dietary, metabolic or chemical unbalances in the body – yet they exist and are very real for the person who lives daily with any of them.
There are many people silently suffering as a result. They are walking through life feeling lost, unsupported, misunderstood and alone; yet there is hope in acceptance and inclusion. There is hope when we give these disorders a voice, a name, a face and a place in society. The collection within these pages are voices, names and faces; the accounts of real people by real people. They either live with a disorder or have been deeply touched by knowing someone who does.
It is with my profound thanks to all the contributors, for opening themselves up, with the willingness to share these experiences with the world. “You Have a Name.”
Brenda-Lee Ranta, author of Allegories, and Myriad of Perceptions
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