It never existed
what I thought we had.
Nothing was ever real to you.
What I thought we had
meant something so different.
Nothing you said was ever true.
Inside me, I let you become my keeper.
I let you control everything I had.
But that everything wasn’t good enough for you.
I let you control my mind;
I let you control my soul.
But you never meant anything; your words were so untrue
Now I blame my destruction on you
Now I blame my confusion on you
And now I cannot take this pain anymore
What I thought we had
never existed.
What never existed
is what we had.
© Amanda Hoppes
Excerpt from the book “From Midnight To Moonlight”
About the Author
Writing has been my passion since the age of 7… my inspiration to keep going with my writing has always come from my mother. Even though she passed away when I was 18, it is now driven by her memory.
My name is Amanda Hoppes born and raised in Waterloo, Iowa. My writing is my every step, every move, every breath I take; It’s my vibrant smile, my saddest frown, my every single mistake; It’s my heart on fire, my soul so deep, my mind always free; It’s my life line, my past, present and future, my writing is ME.
Visit Author Page At: www.ctupublishinggroup.com/amanda-hoppes-.html
Free to Read on Kindle Unlimited At: www.amazon.com/dp/B01KXW4WW6
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Raja's Insight 
I like how u express your self. I like how you say writing is you.
On Oct 17, 2016 7:28 AM, “Creative Talents Unleashed” wrote:
> Raja’s Insight posted: ” It never existed what I thought we had. Nothing > was ever real to you. What I thought we had meant something so different. > Nothing you said was ever true. Inside me, I let you become my keeper. I > let you control everything I had. But that everything ” >
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