Self-Rejection
Although I really hate being single
The fear of rejection controls me
I get lost in the thoughts of what if . . .
What if he doesnât like me?
What if I am not pretty enough?
What if I am not his type?
What if I am not good enough?
I start feeling like I have to pretend to be what I am not.
Pretending to like his likes.
Pretending I look the way I look right now every day.
Pretending we have chemistry.
Pretending I deserve to be with him.
And so,
I cancel our date
There is no need to pretend.
Self-Rejection, keeps me single again.
© Paige Turner
Photo: ©2008-2015 yamilletot
Featured Writer at âCreative Talents Unleashed Writers Groupâ
www.facebook.com/groups/ctupublishing
